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How do I hate thee...

Wed Apr 20, 2005, 7:18 PM
...With a firey passion.

Today, I ran into someone whom I hate and despise with all of my soul. It's nice to put on a brave face and say something shocking to them, which is what I did, but how do you get rid of the hurt?

Sometimes, you stop to think about it, or even discuss them with someone else, and the back of your head burns with that adrenaline powered hatred and sadness. You feel like throwing up, or killing yourself, or killing them.

It's like, all of the memories that you stuffed down in an attempt to regain your life have just come flying back out of the shitter.

It doesn't go away, ever.

And then you realize that you're going to die alone, because you can't get over it, and you can't find the right person.

Then you've got yourself a full blown panic attack and then where are you?

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Maryland
  • Interests: computers, games, blade weaponry, art
  • Favourite movie: Falling Down
  • Favourite band or musician: Linkin Park, Crazy Anglos, Black Eyed Peas
  • Favourite genre of music: Nu-Metal, Rap Metal, some Electronica and Rock
  • Favourite poet or writer: It's a tie between Terry Pratchett, Neil Gaiman, and Douglas Adams
  • Operating System: I have Linux, Mac, and Windows, and I like them in that order.
  • Favourite game: Killzone, DDR
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: I enjoy Stewie for Family Guy. And Zim.
  • Personal Quote: "If it doesn't kill you, it'll make you stronger."
  • Tools of the Trade: Whatever I can get my hands on.

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:iconsilentlily:
Nice Gallery!

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:iconalycegoldfarb:
Your a wicked drawer, awesome.

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She can't tell me that all of the love songs have been written 'cuz she's never been in love with you before.
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:iconalycegoldfarb:
Your a wicked drawer, awesome.

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She can't tell me that all of the love songs have been written 'cuz she's never been in love with you before.
Macaroni and Cheese can take lives as well as shape them.
:iconmiseryofpride:
heh howdy! :hug:

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:icondamphyr:
:wave: Hullo. :D Just droppin' by to say hai.

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:iconpsyii:
thanx for the fave xx :blowkiss: your gallery is cool

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:iconpzychotikeyez:
Thanks everyone, for the compliments on my gallery. Tell your friends. :D

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:iconpandora-malkav:
Thank you very much for your comment on "Primrose".
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You have a cool artwork, too !

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:iconfaeriedreamer:
You're pretty good at inking yourself. I'm likeing the firey hamster.

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