Today, I ran into someone whom I hate and despise with all of my soul. It's nice to put on a brave face and say something shocking to them, which is what I did, but how do you get rid of the hurt?
Sometimes, you stop to think about it, or even discuss them with someone else, and the back of your head burns with that adrenaline powered hatred and sadness. You feel like throwing up, or killing yourself, or killing them.
It's like, all of the memories that you stuffed down in an attempt to regain your life have just come flying back out of the shitter.
It doesn't go away, ever.
And then you realize that you're going to die alone, because you can't get over it, and you can't find the right person.
Then you've got yourself a full blown panic attack and then where are you?











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"Let Our Visions Engage Reality"
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She can't tell me that all of the love songs have been written 'cuz she's never been in love with you before.
Macaroni and Cheese can take lives as well as shape them.
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She can't tell me that all of the love songs have been written 'cuz she's never been in love with you before.
Macaroni and Cheese can take lives as well as shape them.
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Here I wait, my anger ready and my heart a blaze, come in if you wish to taste the physical sensation of my pain
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There's a crack in my soul that you thought was a smile.
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* ..pigeons...kick em.... KICK Emmmm!!!!!!!! the moment you let your guard down...they take a dump on your favourite jacket!
--Pzycho
You have a cool artwork, too !
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Reality sent me to exile. I´m not longer bound up with it´s laws.
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-Christina
"I hate flowers. I paint them because they're cheaper than models and they don't move." - Georgia O'Keeffe
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